January 2011
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December 2010
55 posts
Slightly Less Stressed.
Yay!
The Schaefers have been kind enough to invite me into their home rent-free until I can secure a second job and a place to live. Which is super nice, but I loathe being a burden to them. Foolish pride? Maybe, Marina. The thing is they already have 8 people in that house. I’ll just have to be as helpful as I can. And hey; packing? That shit sucks. Half of my possessions are trash.
The...
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Stress
Waking up in the middle of the night with your heart trying to hammer its way out of your chest sucks. I keep falling asleep for 15-30 minutes at a time and waking up with adrenaline, which then insists that I stay up the whole night watching Jude Law movies.
I need a new place to live, which I can only get with more money, which I can only get with another job, which I can only get once all the...
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“If you see a Churro stand, kick me in the shin and say ‘boobs’.”
– I apparently said this on my last trip to Disneyland, due to my anxiety that I’d fall back into old addictions. For, you see, the time before that, I ate 21 Churros in a week at Disneyland. At 4 bucks a pop.
Sam, About What I Said Before...
Do not watch Dear Zachary unless you want to be overcome with every possible emotion. I’ve never been so furious while watching a movie. My heart was hammering in my fucking chest. It made me frightened. It made me cry. It made me truly feel how much familial love these people had for each other. I didn’t have the capacity to handle all of the emotion that poured out of this movie....
Re: RANTY RANT RANT →
Nicole. I half-agree. Which is the great half. It’s a glass half-full of concurrence. We actually had this entire discussion at that hill off Morgan Dr. in San Ramon, remember? I agree that we are products of what we are exposed to, because that is the essence of what we know and understand. You can’t get something from nothing.
Here comes the half-empty part. Saying that science is...
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“Throughout Eclipse, we’re presented with some of the most damaging, dangerous,...”
– Quoted from Mark Reads Twilight.
ALL OF THIS. ALL OF IT. This man is my best friend ever.
(via rabblevolunteer)
splashley:
This is a song off of a Christmas...
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“Someone told me that the greatest experience in their entire life was taking a...”
– Logan Price Lewis (Wearing nothing but sunglasses and socks)
Positive Rant?
I had. The most. Fantastic fucking dream this morning. Everything went right. I woke up with this intense feeling of love. Yes, I’m sober.
And I didn’t fall in love, and I wasn’t widely loved by many people, I just felt truly accepted by this small group of equally-flawed individuals. I can only remember one line from the entire dream.
“Acceptance is the true virtue of...
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Day 983
Day 983 of my captivity…
My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength.
The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an...
“ …imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, ‘This is an...”
– Douglas Adams
The Patriarchy Phrasebook →
Because there’s ALWAYS a hidden meaning behind what men say.
humorlessfeminist:
Patriarchy: ‘He loved women’ Translation: ‘He fucked a lot of women’
Patriarchy: ‘You’re a feminazi/ bitch/ dyke/ delusional woman/ whore/ desperate for a fuck’ Translation: ‘I am threatened by your argument and am scared of you and it’
Patriarchy: ‘Smile, love!’ Translation: ‘Why are you not deferential to...
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Real Eyes
I’ve come to realize that a fair amount of my posts begin with “I’ve come to realize…”.
I’m definitely going back to school next year. All I seem to do now is work and fuck around on the internet (mostly because by the time I get off of work, there’s nothing to do). Life is really boring without learning. I might just go to school forever.
Geez, my posts...
Childhood Favorites, Ruined (cont.)
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“Sapiosexual (n): a person who is sexually attracted to intelligence in others.
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– I knew there had to be a word for me.
(via sethwallin)
is there a word for being sexually attracted to talent?
(via meganfalley)
